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Monday, February 4th, 2008
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1:11 am - Real talk
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Im done with all this bullshit. Ross Chatman, stop talkin shit, or lets fucking bare knuckle box cause im sick of this female ass drama. So its ALL just whatever now. You make the choices.
current mood:  Straight
current music: Gucci mane outta jail whatcha gon do now.
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(2 Blood filled Goblets | Fear of the Dark?)
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| Friday, February 1st, 2008
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7:29 pm - Let my fuckin shirt go faggot
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Let My Shirt Go Let My Shirt Go Nigga
Don't Hold Me Back I Gotta Get That Motha Fucka
I'm a Whoop Me A Bitch
Tell Tha Police I Ain't Leaven I Ain't Leaven
Not Till I Knock This Nigga Ass Off
Look Here This Nigga Playin With Me Wrong
Posted In The Back Of The Club With Tha Chrome
Nigga It's Whatever If You Wanna Get It On
Block Got That Choppa He Gone Bust A Nigga Dome
Ya'll Nigga Females And I Can See Them Thongs
I'm a Shut The Club Down Ya'll Don't Leave Me Alone
Better Try To Chill Don't Make Me Get The Zone
Cause If U In Tha Zone It Will Be A Sad Song
Motha Fucka I'm a Beast Hand On The Heat
All Black Bauds With The Fresh White Tee
The Whole Click Deep But They Ain't Fuckin With Me
The Whole Click Deep But They Ain't Fuckin With Me
Motha Fucka I'm A Beast Hand On The Heat
All Black Bauds With The Fresh White Tee
The Whole Click Deep But They Ain't Fuckin With Me
All Black Bauds With The Fresh White Tee
Let My Shirt Go Let My Shirt Go Nigga
Don't Hold Me Back I Gotta Get That Motha Fucka
I'm a Whoop Me A Bitch
Tell Tha Police I Ain't Leaven I Ain't Leaven
Not Till I Knock This Nigga Ass Off
current mood:  aggravated
current music: Guess
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Monday, October 8th, 2007
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9:12 am - The End?
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SO he retracted his post that was hating on me cause I guess he just now realized that he will get fucked up, so I guess he's done talking his shit. Maybe next time Ross, you'll think about who the fuck you're really talking to before you run you're fucking mouth, cause next time that mouth gets ran, I will stop it from running so much.
How much shit could you talk with you lips on the floor??
current mood: calm
current music: I have just swallowed the key to the house of pain
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Saturday, October 6th, 2007
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9:29 pm - This nigger tries to diss me, then acts like a big sissy.
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Dear Ross,
"Well, lets recap. You're the fucking coward considering you didn't show up, not me, I was there and waited for you. Its been three years and you still haven't shut my mouth, even though I gave you the opportunity tonight, and you've never given me an opportunity. About nobody being afraid of me, well obviously someone is considering nobody showed up, although i'm sure you'll make up some gay excuse that prevented you from coming but thats alright cause now everyone knows you cant back your shit up and you probably weren't there because you were all at the oberweis faggot shop giving each other reach-arounds. And my promises, or "threats" as you like to call them, maybe they make you laugh as you say, too bad your laughing is done while you're cowering in fear under your bed or some gay shit. So whatever dude, run your mouth some more, but im ready to beat the fuck out of you whenever, so in the end, you're just making yourself look like a little punk ass bitch.
You'd like me to kill myself wouldn't you though, cause you know damn well that you don't have the fucking balls to even attempt it."
SO in conclusion, I guess I should have listened to everybody when they said that Ross Chatman is a faggot ass bitch who would never have enough balls to show up and fight me one on one.
It just kinda sucks though because there is nothing that I hate worse than someone who can go and talk a bunch of shit and call somebody a coward, and then hide in their closet all night because they're to scared and too much of a pussy to back up what they have to say.
Thats fucking shady.
current mood: annoyed
current music: Get buck
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Friday, October 5th, 2007
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7:39 am - Ross Chatman: The man, the myth, the legend.
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"p.s. SEAN YOURE A BIG FUCKING COWARD. ITS BEEN 3 YEARS AND YOU HAVENT DONE SHIT AND YOUVE HAD MANY OPPURTUNITIES SO JUST SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. NOBODYS AFRAID OF YOU, YOU BIG SISSY. KNOW WHAT YOUR THREATS DO???? MAKE US LAUGH.
KILL YOURSELF"
"You got more balls than I thought. Calling me out, calling me a coward. I give you props. On that note you better back it up though. Red run park, 8:00 pm, this saturday. If for any reason you cant make it, you better let me know ahead of time, and we'll reschedule.
You're right though, 3 years or some shit and finally you're ready to settle this, you better be there because this will go down regardless. It just a matter of who the coward really is.
Bring your band too things need to be straightened out with them also.
Fuck, for all I care bring a knife, a bat, a fucking gun, I could care less, Im just waitin to see who the coward really is.
I wont shut my mouth until somebody makes me, and I dont make threats, I make promises.
Dont kill yourself...that will just take the fun out of everything.
See you saturday."
Finally, im so fucking stoked. This is pretty much the happiest I've been in the past like 2 years or so. =D
1 day, 12 hours, and 14 minutes. You better show up or I'll be severely dissapointed.
current mood: ecstatic
current music: Children of the bodom - Fear of the dark
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
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9:20 pm - Take a look at my life and you'll see that...
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Im from the bronx where its known to hear the heat clap. No but really, I dont think anyone even reads this anymore, but I believe I just might start using this to vent and sort out my thoughts in my head cause I fucking hate throwing all my bad mood garbage at other people. Im so fucking confused about fucking everything right now thats its stupid, I change my mind about important shit time and time again, too much. I think about shit too much. I always assume the worst, and always take everything straight to the heart...depending on who its coming from of course. Im sick of feeling like this, what good is all the good times when it comes with all the horrible times? I dont think its much good at all. Im sick of being an emo little bitch and wearing my heart on my sleeve. Fuck all that fucking shit and fuck the majority of people on earth.
Time for a fucking change.
current mood: enraged
current music: Some crazy ass shit that isnt helping my furious ass mood right now.
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Tuesday, August 14th, 2007
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7:40 am - : D
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| Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
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12:48 am - Gangsta Shit
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The way I do my thing...
Im just a young ghetto nigga wit a big ass chain.
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Sunday, August 20th, 2006
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2:02 am - Stay strapped
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Its amazing how little events in life can make you wanna kill someone. Everything you've ever loved or believed in can be completely changed with the drop of a hat. A top hat...
Everythings different, new people, newly found old habbits.
Idk whats going on anymore or will go on from here out...I cant say that I like the change, sometimes I'd give anything for my old life back.
Two vibrant hearts could change...never thought I'd see the day.
Two vibrant hearts did change.
But on the other hand, I cant complain with the new fast paced change.
Hope everything between me and you will stay ok...I miss you so much princess.
Nothing will ever change between me and You though...The candyman will get revenge.
You better fuckin stay stapped nigger.
current mood:  So fucking determined
current music: Young Jeezy - Stay Strapped
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Thursday, July 6th, 2006
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12:03 pm - How much blood will you shed to stay alive?
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No you've got it all wrong princess, God wont have any part of it, because I'm going to get there first.
I'm going to send you to hell you fucking piece of shit.
current mood: cynical
current music: Avenged Sevenfold
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(1 Blood filled Goblet | Fear of the Dark?)
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| Thursday, June 15th, 2006
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12:20 am - So there.
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| Monday, January 30th, 2006
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7:40 pm - Rawr?
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Who uses livejournal anymore, I find it boring and pointless, its been since like what, christmas? Ick. Im in a mood to rip someones fucking head off, its not even like im mad at anything, im just pissed at little things and wanna break someones face, rawr.
current mood: aggravated
current music: A7X - Shattered by broken dreams
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(1 Blood filled Goblet | Fear of the Dark?)
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| Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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4:30 pm - Alright!
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Christmas...an Mp3 player, A box thrown at me, and a "fuck you ya prick!" Not a bad haul if I do say so myself. I got the house to my self today though, so I guess its all I could ever want.
Merry Christmas? Shit...religous issues, not that I've ever been one to care. But "Happy Day" fits everyone.
So Happy Day everyone!
current mood: calm
current music: Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Sunday, December 11th, 2005
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12:31 pm
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Ah, relaxation...I feel so much better, Im relaxed and everything is just so...ok right now, its a nice change.
current mood:  okay
current music: Unholy Confessions
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Monday, November 28th, 2005
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11:39 pm - Ugh...FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
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When th fuck will I learn shit, dont do shit on impulse you'll regretGODIWANTTOFUCKINGHITHINGSWITHSHITREALLYHARDRIGHTNOW!!! Fuck im sick of this get it through my heaaaaaaaaaad damnit! Its never gonna happen, your not him, your not them....fuck off. Stop trying. I wanna fucking rip someones face of im like fucking AHHHHHHHHHH fuck dont fucking piss me off right now ughhhh I want the pain to stoppppppppp fucking stop! Learn...just Learn and everything will be ok damnit, fuckin stop just chill, just chill god fucking damnit!
current mood: FUCK OFF!!!
current music: Children of the Bodom
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(1 Blood filled Goblet | Fear of the Dark?)
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| Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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11:11 pm - I dont know
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There's really nothing I have to say...life is kinda meh...it was kinda boring/icky, but I've been talking to Val again lately, and shes definatly a kool kitty...I dont know though, about anything. Im just kinda chillin...I dont want to make any waves, I just sit and wait for a tide change...or a tidal wave I guess, which will probably be the case...although something makes me feel like its my turn, ive waited long enough, its time.
current mood: calm
current music: Twisted Transistor
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(Fear of the Dark?)
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| Friday, November 4th, 2005
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9:56 pm - oh...
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| Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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10:25 pm - Cold blooded killers...
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Yeah...weird, just weird. I feel weird, everything is weird. I likes this girl...and she seems to come up and ask me who im liking almost everyday...yes, its akward. I dont want anybody to know cause she has a boyfriend, and he's kool as hell and i want them to stay happy. I kinda miss internetidge...but kinda not, when i come back and realize that my self centered self is anywhere mention around here, i dont care anymore. I want to hit up Berkley one day...but i dunno the only one that i dont talk to on a daily basis that cares is Val i guess...cause shes the only one that calls me every now and then, but shes definatly worth going to see, so next day that kimball has a half day and berkley doesnt I'll get that covered. I kinda feel relieved, like I dont have all this drama and shit, I dont even have much of my own drama anymore. A girl that i've kinda liked here and there for a long time, i've lost close to all feelings for. That definatly relieves me to know that im not hooked on a girl like that. Or maybe its just a new one like that...i hope not, but who knows. Girls make me angry, shallow, confused, heartless...ugh, I could go on and on. Its kinda like how business and family should stay seperated. Most of this only I'll know what im talking about but whatever. Im done.
To bad that you couldn't see, see the man that boy could be...
Ha, so true, whatever, we'll see, everyone has regrets, you'll just be another.
Droppin' the atomic bomb nigger!
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Skater boy...? Sorry, it just fit.
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(7 Blood filled Goblets | Fear of the Dark?)
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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10:51 am - Do...a...barrel roll?
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Fuck, this shit, its all crazy mother fuckers. Theres so many people I havent talked to in a looooong time. Driiiiiiiifting away...I'll probably end up not ever talking to alot of you again, just cause your all phone inept. My internet and cell arent working right now...gotta pay that shit. I was kinda grounded, but I guess not...cause im at wes's right now. Its all like shiza mcnasty. I miss you guys, I dont get to seeeee or talk to any of you. I miss Becca, and Nikki, and Val, kinda wanna talk to bree...but she never has time for me or anything so why bother? I think I'll stop that. But becca im all not aloud to see, and val and nikki I talked to online alot, meaning I havent talked to them in a while and I miss them. Ughhhh. I cant wait for school. Ick. Wes and Shawn are over there sleeping...thats akward. Im the only one up...in wes's house? Last night was fun...it helped alot. And in the mist of alllllll this...I wanna hang out with kyla...like realllllllly bad...thats new huh? I dont like all these thoughts flowing through my head...and nobody calls me, cept becca, so I guess I just gotta wait till the next time we talk to get all this out. Buddum tshhhhh. Ugh...Im out!
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Marilyn Manson - Fight Song
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(5 Blood filled Goblets | Fear of the Dark?)
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| Sunday, August 14th, 2005
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9:53 pm - Name that song...
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HE who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man
Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
I tried to drive all through the night,
the heart stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.
Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but more just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
I've known it from the start all these good ideas will tear your brain apart.
Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die.
current mood:  Fine
current music: Find it yourself
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